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So long, goodnight

So long, goodnight
I'll die tonight.
No one understood
I did all i could

Sleep tight honey
I'll set you free
A thank you, next
Though'm not an ex

I only meant good
I thought that I should
Turned out to be expected
Our hearts cannot be mended

Hear my last silent cry
Till I bid my last goodbye
I am not worthy
They're not me.

I felt alone and lonely
Sadder than them maybe
I cannot take this inconsistency
I know you're not there for me.

I almost did it too
But i wish i would not tell you
I will continue it again
So that this life will end.

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