Ezraviticus

His forever short-lived. I was again deceived. Embarrassed from your sarcastic memory. And now I see you happy. From the eyes of another lady. It hurts to pretend you're not there, When all I can see is you in sober.

I don't want to torture you emotionally I just want to know you fully. Grasping your thoughts with my conscience. This constant engagement never ends. Tactile thoughts enrich this pessimistic mind. Still I know you are kind. It's over thinking and pride kills our story. In this part of me, I should feel sorry. I cannot help but tangle you with my heart. But please never tear this apart. As I capture your eyes staring. In that glare I started caring.

We're fighting for a reason but lost. This brave heart is now full of wounds. Battling for life is what they are opting to. Facing all those enemies because of you… I cannot take to see you unhappy. I cannot surpass the feeling when you're empty. Lend me your hand and I'll give you my heart. How can we win the battle when we're worlds apart? Second chances  aren't  always the same. Claiming it all is the name of the game. Peace of mind is the need of the warrior I see. In this reflection, let those tears feel thee.

We cling, we fell. It went out well. The feeling is mutual. Superficial. Eradicate these thoughts that bothers us Shared dream we called lust Embrace the sanctity of your kiss That I never thought I would miss -S Kapag ang galit ay nawala May pagmamahal pa kaya? Ako'y nabibitin Nabibingi sa tunog ng hangin Naiisip na sana ay lagi kang tanaw Ang pagmamahalang kinulang ng panahon Ang carinyo na pinunla ng pagkakataon Nasayang lamang ang lahat Ngayon sa aruga tayo ay salat. -JP Namimiss kita kahit di pa tayo lumalabas na magkasama Nagmamahal ng di naaayon sa aking kursunada Sana ay mapansin mo na ang lahat Kung ano nga ba ang pagmamahal na sa iyo ay sasapat Nag-iisip ng tamang pagkakataon Ngunit hihintayin lamang ang pagtangay ng alon Patungo sa iyong mundo Kahit dalawa kaming may gusto sayo -JE

We held hands. Charmed ourselves with the way we talk Cringed with the idea of falling in love But with fear...  He's sweet as a friend Less serious for a lover Now we're both in lined with sober We had serendipity in our eyes A night with sadness in blue moon Hoping to continue Afraid to stop. Then, He let go.