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intimidated

i was intimidated by these fools.
i look like an idiot to them
i feel like i really do not belong

now I'm asking myself, what's wrong?
What's wrong with me?
Or, what's with them?

Why did I start this sort of competition?
Maybe I should find ways to shine
Maybe I should find ways to defeat them.

Being envious by their excellence is my inspiration.
Should I continue?
Would I accept my defeat?

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