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wrong send

This message was not intended for her but she smiled.
I can't express it but it was destined to be read.
She knows that i don't like her
But she is still my mother
I wanted to bring back the old times
But the real me would vanish
Which is healthier: a real life, or an old life?
Her precious day is a nightmare to me
I can't show my care for her.
I don't want... I would like to.
I just showed her how much i love her
I hid these thoughts because for her I'm weird.
A good-for-nothing creature.
So I felt like an open book by that message
What am I goin' to do??
Should I accept it or deny these thoughts??:(


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